Don't Hold It All Inside...

Honestly, I don't want Glee coming back at all. Please, I can't bear it coming back and having to watch a "In memory of Finn Hudson" episode, where we see Rachel truly cry. I can't watch Rachel getting her dream role of Fanny and not having Finn in the audience, telling her afterwards that she has always been his star. I don't want to watch any of that. I can't do it.

For the past 3 days, I have been in complete and utter denial about Cory's death, but today, it's so different. Cory's cover of  "I'll Stand By You" has been on repeat, and I'm breaking. I'm so angry. HOW CAN PEOPLE JUST NOT EXIST ALL OF A SUDDEN?!!!! It doesn't make any sense.

I can't question why God decided it was Cory's time.... but I have to trust it was because He needed him more the world did.
I am just so torn inside..... thinking about Lea Michele kills me. Thinking about Glee hurts. The way life works out freaks me out. Heaven's paradise, so I know he's in much better place than he was here with all the hurt and temptation. I'm just so sad for his loved ones. If I feel this way, it's NOTHING compared to what they feel. I'm hurting for them...

I want Lea to be okay more than anything...

If I still have readers, I please ask for prayers for him, for his loved ones, for his fans. You may not watch Glee, or be a fan of his -- but he was a person, and the world seems to forget that about celebrities. He may have had face-time on TV, but once he went home, he was just like me and you. Also, prayers for the world should be heavy period. There's so much going on right now...