Friday, April 26, 2013

'I'm just finding my feet'

"Out On My Own" by Gabrielle Aplin
"All of the faces I have seen are lacking kindness and familiarity, 
and all of the eyes I have known have gone cold, and turned to stone.
I've got to leave, write my own tragedies....
....I'm heading out on my own..."
There's so much happening in my life in such a short amount of time. I'm actually moving away from home... away from my parents... away from my little sister... away from familiarity...
As much as I desperately want to chase my dreams, and start living my life, I am still terrified. This is all entirely exciting, exhilarating, and frightening. I'll be fending for myself; all responsibilities on ME.. no one else. I am doing this on my own. I'll be living with two of my best friends, so the support will always be there - but oh my lanta. This is happening. Hello, wake-up call, reality, LIFE.
A person cannot wait for opportunity to knock, one has to take their dream by the hand and MAKE IT HAPPEN. That's what I'm doing; I am making my dreams happen. 
Goodbye to everything stagnant, to feeling helpless, and disappointment.. 
I am ready....ready as ever.