"Warning Sign" by Coldplay
Come on in
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
When the truth is, I miss you
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you so
In so many ways, I relate to this song. Whether, it triggers certain memories of people, or certain aspects of my life in which are no longer - rather, have been put aside. Mostly, it makes me think about my dreams. All of my most valuable passions have been boxed away, and because of that, I am in such a confusing state. Absolutely nothing makes sense in my life anymore. nothing. Just recently, I went to see a couple of my friends from high school in their school play, and I couldn't help but feel nostalgic and a bit sad...
All throughout high school, I always talked with such excitement how I was going to make my dreams happen as soon as I graduated. As soon as I graduated, I was going to start acting and getting in the process of fulfilling my ultimate dream. And I understand that life isn't always going to go according to plan - that some plans will be put on hold, and that things can become messy... but never have I felt so disappointed and helpless. I don't know how to make these dreams possible.. It was so easy to think of ways to make them come true when I was naive of what life entailed - and now, I'm just like... well, what now? Nothing is ever handed to us, and it is certain that to earn a great successful life, one must work their asses off to obtain it. Wishing will get no one anywhere - hoping can be misleading, and talking about how I can't do anything is not doing anything at all. It's just all a little deafening. I miss doing what I love. I miss being able to talk to people I love about doing what I love.
I miss being..... Me..
All throughout high school, I always talked with such excitement how I was going to make my dreams happen as soon as I graduated. As soon as I graduated, I was going to start acting and getting in the process of fulfilling my ultimate dream. And I understand that life isn't always going to go according to plan - that some plans will be put on hold, and that things can become messy... but never have I felt so disappointed and helpless. I don't know how to make these dreams possible.. It was so easy to think of ways to make them come true when I was naive of what life entailed - and now, I'm just like... well, what now? Nothing is ever handed to us, and it is certain that to earn a great successful life, one must work their asses off to obtain it. Wishing will get no one anywhere - hoping can be misleading, and talking about how I can't do anything is not doing anything at all. It's just all a little deafening. I miss doing what I love. I miss being able to talk to people I love about doing what I love.
I miss being..... Me..
