I don't know how long-distance relationships work. I just wouldn't be able to handle being away for so long from someone I am in love with. How can one's heart even handle that? I CAN'T EVEN HANDLE NOT SEEING SOME OF MY GREATEST FRIENDS FOR LIKE A WHOLE WEEK. Maybe, my state of being is skewed or something... but missing people SUCKS. Like, it's not just a "Oh...it'd be nice to see that person again.." type of lingering thought - no, it's a "oh my gosh.... I need their smiles and hugs and laughter and spirit around me or I might start feeling empty" type of feeling inside of my chest. Is that strange? I guess I just love with too much fervor and get too attached.... but I seriously go on missing some of my closest friends and family members 100% of the time. I always feel nostalgic. always.
It's not that I don't like me time or can't handle being on my own, because I favor 'me' time more than anything in the world... but not having those familiar spirits around for a long period of time makes me feel like I am missing a part of myself. I don't know what it is.... but when I miss someone, and I let them know I miss them, it usually means, "Let's fix this problem asap and hang out or talk about anything and just come back into my life." hahaha... I am so dramatic. But yeah. I hate missing people.
p.s. missing someone sucks more when you feel as if you're the only one missing them.... which is how I feel 110% of the time.
